Health issues suffered by the men in my life are a constant concern. Driving Papa to the Ozarks to spend the next couple of months with Brother and Sis-In-Law was a reminder of his fragile health and fading mental state. A stop to overnight with a cousin demonstrated to this leg of the family that he is effectively gone from them. Descendents from his only sister remembered the "Unk" who was always their hero. Some old photos were passed around and his eyes were interested but failed to recognize any of the occupants posed. One photo included a proud soldier in uniform with a pretty young woman, Papa with his first wife, soon after their marriage. He did not recognize either or remember seeing the picture.
View from screened porch |
Arrival on the mountain where we lived for several years, was a joy to my eyes. As we crossed the Arkansas River before beginning the ascent into the mountains, I advised Papa to look closely at the foliage. In the past, when it was in full glory there, the leaves in Dogpatch were pretty much gone. I was thrilled to see the fall colors in full bloom throughout our journey.
A peace enveloped my spirit when I ventured onto the screened porch of our former home on the mountain. Something about sitting in the treetops looking at a sunrise brings joy to my spirit. On the solitary drive home my reverie was one of gratitude for so many of the day to day blessings I enjoy. Sadness at changes that are predictable will not be indulged. I will take joy in the unexpected flashes of glorious color expected to be long gone!
Front yard foliage in our "former" home |
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